ShAtTeRiNg-DaRkNeSs

My mind feels like its fading into black, The colors I loved so much coming back to haunt me. My mind a puzzle that as hard as I try I can’t solve. I’m always so confused, confused about everything. What do I want from this life? Why can’t I think or see straight? I seem to have so many questions but all I get for answers are the colors. Black, red, black, red. My smiles, nothing but a charade, a façade to the faces of nameless friends. My laughs and joy just a cover of how I really feel. Why is it, when I look at most things I want to crawl up and cry? Cry so much that no one would seem to care. No one cares. No